beyond bliss - vertical hood

At A Glance Author batcheeba Contact batcheeba@sensewave.com Artist psilocybe Studio psilocybe studio Location Bergen - Norway

Beyond bliss ­ vertical clitoris hood

I'm sitting here and i can't quite realise its finally done.

Two days ago i got my hood pierced.

It's been 3 months of thinking and trying and not succeeding, and now finally it's done.

This morning was the first time my man and me touched the piercing in a sexual way and yes i did finally feel that's sensation i have been waiting for.

To go back in time a little bit.

i had my outer labia pierced for about 4 months ago, but due to painful scar tissue i decided to remove the two labia rings.

That was one of the most heartbreaking things i had done for a long time.

It costed me allot of tears and pain to get them, and it costed me even more mental pain to remove them.

The rings were part of my body and had made me feel so much as a true female.

To remove them was nothing less than devastating.

But time passed and i found out that it wasn't so bad after all.

It was a very positive experience and knowing i had had the courage to go through such a painful piercing made me feel stronger in many ways.

And now my mind was set on the vertical hood piercing anyway.

i had been looking at the hood piercing for ages at BME.

The vertical hood is the most seductive and sensuous female piercing there is if u ask me.

i was dead set on getting one.

At first my man didn't want to do the piercing him self. It would be his first hood piercing and he wanted someone experienced to guide him through it.

The plan was to get it done at OPS ( oslo piercing studio)

But time passed and things came in the way and nothing was done.

Finally the time came.

The jewellery, the sheeted cannula, everything was in place.

Since i had been reading everything i could find about the hood piercing i knew it would not be as painful as the outer labia would (the labia piercing was so painful that words cant even begin to describe it)., so pain was not an issue i was stressed about.

One night we decided to get it done and i was on my back in my bed trying to relax.

But no can do.

I'm so tense and I'm shaking like hell and my nerves r going wild.

i cant go through it.

We decide to leave it for a while and try again later.

We waited a few weeks and tried again, but there was no way in hell i could do it.

It was like my body was telling me not to do it and that terrible things would happen if i did.

i was petrified.

Two more times we tried but nothing helps me relax and there was now way i would have the piercing done unless i was relaxed and could remember it as an positive experience.

Time went by and i was thinking about what the hell it could be that was preventing me from going through the piercing. One idea was that the labia piercing was so horrible that i had a mental lock on that area in some way, another one was that i have vague memories about abuse from my childhood and maybe i was afraid a sexual piercing would trigger the memory back.

Not being able to do it became a huge part of my life. My man is a piercer and we have tons of people in and out our door whit happy faces after a successful piercing.

It was starting to depress me allot.

It even came to the point where i was looking into to drugs that would knock me out for a while, and i even asked my man to just smack me on the head with a damn bottle or something just to loose conciseness.

Then one night

We had performed a few piercings that night and i noticed that i had this calm feeling inside.

As my man and me were leaving i grabbed the emla tube probably more subconsciously than anything. Back in my apartment i told him i wanted another go at it, and i said i wanted to try with the emla just for the sake of it. And so we did.

We had some emla on for a about 40.minutes and i was dead calm.

When he pinched me i didn't feel a thing but i did feel the cannula inside the hood and i did feel the cork pressing on top of the hood.

But i was calm and ready.

i told him i wanted it done now and we counted to three and i was breathing and then i felt allot of pressure for like 5 seconds and the needle going through my flesh, and then an intense burning sensation and the needle was removed.

Yes it hurt.

We were both surprised it took such a long time to push the needle (2.4mm) trough.

He removed the needle and placed the barbell (2mm) in through the cannula.

I asked him if he was finished and he was ecstatic and i screamed of joy and everything was just unreal!

He gave me a mirror and i was so bloody happy i almost cried.

FINALLY!

i could not move at all for like 20.minutes so he came with some hot water to cleanse me.

But i was in pain and didn't want him to do his job right and i didn't want to take a shower so i fell asleep like that.

With the emla still on me.

Not a good idea at all.

Next morning i wake up.

Numb as hell and sore as a dog.

I can't feel my clit or hood at all and im freaking out.

I can't believe the emla would hold on for that long and im worried that maybe we did something wrong and that maybe my sexlife was ruined forever.

I talked to a few people and we decided to give it some more time before we really freaked out and sure enough, a few hours later i slowly got the feeling back.

I was still sore and had trouble sitting down and getting up but walking was not a problem at all. We cleanse it with lavender tea three times a day , and everything is just perfect.

Today, two days later im still sore but i have my feeling back, and from the feel of it while touching the piercing i know that when its healed it will give me allot of pleasure.

We had sex for the first time today after the piercing was done and the look on my mans face was enough to make me more than happy, he thinks its the damn sexiest thing ever.

To finish this story i need to say im glad it took such a long time to get me ready.

I know this is a piercing i will use allot of time on to get to know and i know i will feel even more close to this one than the outer labia.

I know this is the genital piercing i always wanted both mentally and physically.

To the females who want this piercing done i want to say that u should take ur time thinking about it.

It's more than a piercing i think, its something special about this one. Make sure u do it for the right reasons cuz if u do it will change ur life like it has mine.

i know that since i did this i can do anything, its powerful in so many ways.

It wakes me an even better submissive to my male, and at the same time it gives me strength beyond belief.

The pleasure in pain- this is what living is all about.

batcheeba@sensewave.com