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monday... 7/10/00i've been thinking about genital piercings for several weeks now... i know if i were a boy i would do it in a heartbeat... there are so many cool ways to get pierced... and being a girl, i would truly appreciate having a pierced boy to have sex with... i already had that piercing date with my buddy and that was sooo much fun... trouble is, he doesn't want anything metal in his thing, he's worried about the proper placement of a condom...
wednesday... 7/12/00
i keep coming to the bme website to look at photos and stories of other people's experiences... i am so drawn to the genital piercing section... i like everything about it... damn, i wish i were a boy... as a girl, i am afraid of the aftermath of a genital piercing... will it hurt? will it be annoying to wear jeans? what is the point? who could do it for me? how embarrasing will that be?
friday... 7/14/00
all i can think about is piercing... this was the last day of a job in philadelphia and i am looking for a way to celebrate not having to pay for as much gas and parking...
saturday... 7/15/00
i went to see my buddy art today and got a new tattoo... i am also a tattoo nut... i've been collecting tattoos for the last 9 years... i love them... they mean so much to me... this has helped stave off my craving for a new piercing for now... i would really love to get my labret pierced, but in my line of work it would be seriously frowned upon... i know they would make me remove it and i can't figure out a way to get pierced so noone would know about it...
monday... 7/17/00
today was the first day of my new old job... i'm back at the place i used to work for at least 3 months... it was so awesome to see the reactions of my friends to all the new artwork and piercings i got over the winter... makes me think i should definitely get something pierced again... i love bmezine, love the stories, love to hear all the ways people are pierced and how they came to the decision to get pierced...
wednesday... 7/19/00
now i'm starting to think i should get some sort of genital piercing... i've been to the girl's section of bmezine and find all of the piercings to be sexy and cool... i don't know why i didn't check them out before... i was obsessed with the boys... the thing i find cool about the whole idea is i am the only one who would know about this pierce, unless i choose to reveal the info to somebody... although i would love to see the shocked looks of my co-workers if i ever had to have emergency surgery... lol... that would be worth a picture...
saturday... 7/22/00
my piercing buddy called... it seems he has a sex emergency... poor thing... what can i do, but help him out... he's the best friend i've made in a really long time... so he came up to my house and we did the wild thang and then i told him about wanting to get a genital piercing... he thinks it is a VERY good idea...
sunday... 7/23/00
i hate sundays... i don't know why... they make me blue... so i'm sitting here all by myself cuz my kids are off playing cards and i'm thinking about this piercing stuff and i've decided i am gonna pierce my hood all by myself... i know i want a vertical hood cuz i've read the experiences of both vertical and horizontal and i just feel vertical would be the best way to go... are you asking yourself if i'm crazy yet? well... maybe just a little... i've done a few of my earlobe piercings and figure this can't even be half as bad as that... besides... it's sunday! this'll be a great way to cheer myself up... i know, i know, you're asking, why don't you just go see a movie or something? what fun would that be? so i have all the right equipment, ie, 14g angiocath, 14g curved barbell, alcohol swipes, lidocaine (i'm not THAT crazy), mirror... now it's time to have a corona to calm my nerves before i inject the lidocaine... i love piercing, just hate needles... k... wash the hands, draw up 1cc of lidocaine, sit in front of the mirror and inject! so far so good... now i'm sitting in front of the computer for 10 minutes while the lidocaine works, reading more genital piercing stories for inspiration... this next part should be fairly easy... wash the hands one more time, back to the mirror, clean the spot off with an alcohol prep, insert 14g angiocath ever so carefully... k... now i'm surprised at how tough this tiny little piece of tissue is... i really had to push that needle through, but cool, it only made a little pinching sensation... hooray for lidocaine! the coolest part of using an angiocath is you have the piercing part and jewelry inserting thingie all in one... so now it is time to insert the jewelry... i stick the end of the barbell into the angiocath and carefully pull it through the hood... HOORAY! this is so cool! I DID IT! and i am sooo proud of myself! i just may have a new respect for the uselessness of sundays... lol...
monday... 7/24/00
sent a pic of my new piercing to my piercing buddy... look what happened to me... he is so impressed and excited... did it hurt? just a bit of a pinch... he thinks it is sexy and so do i :-)
sunday... 7/30/00
it's been a week since i did my little piercing and it is healing quite nicely... my piercing buddy has been emailing me every other day or so for updates... wants to know when we can try it out... i am being conservative in telling him we should wait at least another week... this is, by far, the coolest experience i've ever had... i just have to say if you are considering this you should be very careful, i am a nurse, i'm still not sure what possessed me to do this... all i know is i had to do it... i am not advocating others try this at home... i think the most responsible thing to do would be to let a real piercer do it for you... personally, i just love piercing myself...
tuesday... 8/1/00
so now i am thinking about either piercing my nipples or my labias... anyway, i only told a couple of people about this cool piercing and you, the faithful readers of bme, because i HAVE to tell somebody! this is so cool, i can't keep it to myself... :-)
friday... 8/4/00
i tried a little self stimulation today and, praise the Lord!, everything still functions in the appropriate manner... i was quite worried about that... so now the only thing left to do is have a test run with another somebody and then i will have a new story for the bme community... ;-)... so until next time...