These piercings have more of a personal meaning to me. Sure, I got them because I love the way they make my breasts look, but they mean much more to me than just piercings. This is actually my second time getting my nipples pierced. Prior to this experience, I had already pierced my nipples once, and I kept them for nearly two years. They never actually healed, but I was willing to keep them, in hopes that they would heal. I met this guy, and I got into a relationship with him. Things started off great with him. He hated all of my piercings. He stated that only "Whores" have their nipples pierced He allowed me to keep my navel only because he thought it was "cute". Needless to say, I removed my not healing nipple piercings to satisfy him. I removed them in August of last year.. My boyfriend became increasingly controlling and it was only a matter of time that I had stopped having any kind of freedom whatsoever. It was like I had had all of my rights of being a woman stripped for me. Eventually, I grew wise and I ended the relationship with him. I loved him, but slowly I was having to give up all of my rights which made me who I was as a person. I just did not feel like I needed to be with a person who could not accept me for who I was. My piercings were a part of me, and if he could not accept that part of me, then he did not really love me from the beginning.
At A Glance Author *Non-Non* Contact *Non-Non*@bme.anon When It just happened Artist Did not catch it Studio Psychodelic Butterfly Location Little Rock, Arkansas I had decided to begin reclaiming who I was by getting my piercings that I had given up for him back.. I had planned to get my nipples and tongue repierced, and add a hood piercing to my collection.. I had been thinking about it for the whole month that I have had away from him...
Fast forward to this past week. I woke up in the morning. I got up, took my shower, did the things that normal girls do when getting ready in the morning. I went to my classes. I get to my 11:10 class and it was canceled. I was very thrilled by that, seeing as I did not want to go to class anyway. I go to Wal-Mart and shop around a bit. Then I had that feeling that anyone modded has felt before. It is one of those feelings that you cannot ignore. So, I hopped into my car and I drove an hour and a half until I got to my destination. I handed over my money at the desk help. I began thinking in my mind, "What am I doing?" It was too late to worry about that now. I go in and I sit down and in the very sterile enviroment that it was in, I reclaimed what was rightfully mine back. I got both nipples pierced! The pain was about the same as it was the first time I had gotten them pierced. I will not lie, it hurt. It honestly felt like my nipples were on fire. It felt like the needle was on fire as it passed through both of my nipples. After they were pierced, the burning sensation disappeared. I received my aftercare and I left and drove back home, and later on, to my evening class. My nipples continued to be sore and throb slightly because of the cold weather, and the fact that they had been pierced, but that was all of the discomfort I had from them. Today is officially Day 3 and they have not bothered me in the least, besides the slight soreness that they have. I feel more complete. I feel more like myself. I feel like I have regained what I call, "My Womanhood"
For all of the women who are going through what I went though, or who have went through what I have went though, Never change yourself for anyone. They are not meant to be a part of your life if they cannot accept you for you as a whole. And to the other women, who just want their nipples pierced because of the look, just go for it. I wont lie, I definetely felt pain when I got mine pierced, but I do not regret it one bit, and I am blissfully happy! I feel like my breasts are beautiful. I love that part of my body!
P.S. The piercer was very clean and sterile. Everything was in separate packages, and he changed gloves multiple times. He was very professional, and I could not ask for anything more than someone doing their job in a very professional manner. I will definetely be getting my hood done there soon as well!